In the middle of time?
Thursday, March 24, 2011, 4:45 AM

Ah...secondary one and two. Hated that period.

I couldn't socialise with the class. I was bullied. I did terrible at studies. I felt like a failure.

I struggled with my studies...mainly cause I lost my spirit to do well and because the class was noisy. x.x
Maybe if I went to another school where I had someone I knew would be better...that was what I thought. Instead of telling people of my demise, I indulged myself in the internet, playing games three hours a day. Every single day.

I think I kinda wanted to kill myself then lol. If it wasn't for infocomm, I think I really would.

But all that is behind me now. ^^
Secondary three and four was fun, so fun that I could fall from my chair, suffer from stroke and still manage to laugh. It was fun cause I had friends...more than I had expected. The lessons were quiet, if they were boring people slept...and not talk like they had loudspeakers. There were times where it was noisy, but they were fun, cause either they were jokes or something interesting. (Not some inside jokes that nobody understood except for that clique...)

Still, there were times that I wondered how I would change if I went to another class during lower sec... and didn't manage to get addicted to games (which is partly my fault). Ah...life.

I didn't manage to bore you guys right?
P.S: There are probably others who might disagree with me on my class. To that, I would say, I am only looking from "A fish out of water"'s point of view.

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