Ah, life.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011, 2:43 AM

In the aftermath of my horrible, pathetic results, I sat down with my dad about my results. My dad has been helping me with my results ever since I was born, so I have a huge tendency to go for him to ask questions. Also, he’s incredible in math.
So eventually we came into the conclusion is that I “half-know” my concepts. What appeared to me as “understood” was actually “kinda understood”. I apparently also need to work on viewing concepts as a big picture instead of them being random chunks of memory in my brain.
I know it is so late into the education stage of my life that I am still requiring people to help me learn how to study. Better late than never, though.
Just side tracking a little, I have to go for tuition for chemistry, thinking I know most of the concepts, going into the examination hall and coming out with disgusting, revolting results. What a waste of time and money…
That is why I spend so much less time on the internet now, to brush up. However, the urge to watch youtube is not stopping. There is this huge tendency to watch youtube videos to entertain myself. I have developed such a nasty habit ever since I had my iPhone. Seriously reconsidering having a blank Nokia phone >.<
On other news, others are treating me just as fine even after my results. I was in a moment, imagining everyone laughing at me because of my score. Eck. Not the best scenario.
Oh, and another thing, there are some restaurants within walking that serves wonderful food. They are a little expensive though, reserving them for special occasions.
Thanks, and have a nice day/night. May the motivation to work hard stays with you.



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